Dad ... this I

Stiff little body shiver ... he sat on the other side of the pavement, while still shivering .. suddenly two well-built, dark figure approached

"Basic Kids do not know yourself !!!, dare dare you try to run away ..."
The little girl was silent as he continued cold, round eyes glazed magnitude ... eyelids swell ...
Two men were also brought him to an old building that is half finished in the corner as he continued cursing and kicking the girl.

When they came into the big room was stuffy, there are dozens of pairs of eyes that looked in horror along bitterly against the girl, she still occasionally kicked and pushed his head by two middle-aged men. Several times he whimpered, but looked moans that he was trying to save it ... I do not know how long she survived, had a lot of blood dripping from his lips.
"You see this, you have to be able, when trying to escape from here ... basic bitch! rubbish! "still, the woman was still froze ... he kicked again, increase heart sad dozens of pairs of eyes of the beholder .. melancholy mingled pity and fear.

The second man pulled her shirt, he fumbled in his pocket ... searching for something he wants
"Damn! What can you bring? The body just your trash! "the man said as he spat on the helpless girl. The little girl with the man's saliva wash his hands, occasionally moaning in pain.
"You have to make it up, already 4 days you ran away, and did not bring any money, tomorrow ... you have to bring Storan 5 times more than usual. I do not want to know! "again, he was kicked and spat ...
The men did not take it away to leave, glowering at each pair of eyes that were there ..

Compassion brought her into the stuffy room that is not worth mentioning, as the rooms, but they call it a room. The girl was laid compassion ... compassion immediately take a damp cloth to wash her wounds. However, not ready attached blood was cleaned, the girl, refused to be cleaned again.
"What happened to you? Why are you silent? I wonder with you ... you always silent when tortured by Burhan and Yanto ... "
However, the girl was returned silent
"Do not be like this, and the other I could not bear to see you ... you're a good girl ... but why do you want to work with conscious in this Hell, when you know what the risk is ... tomorrow I look for Storan more, will I shared with you, so that you can pay Storan mu "
Still and still it remains silent, who knows what he thinks, his eyes look empty and silent, occasionally he held her hand, while a small groan.
"Answer me, speak ... I do not need you ... I never shut up I could not help anything for you but I was human, I know what you feel, I've been tortured like that ..."
He was still silent, not speaking or budging at all.
"Oh well, maybe you still do not believe me ... I understand ... you ... tomorrow's rest day is hard on you"
Asih was left of the girl.

The next day, before the other occupants of the building was opened eyes, the little girl was already walking through the streets, singing and clean the glass car stopped at a red light.
Lunch was docked, a new 30,000 money he earned, he still had to look for more money, he purposely did not eat so the money is not reduced at all. He held the collapse of the stomach, whimpering hungry. but, he did not flinch at all to buy food. While singing, he was glancing into the trash a restaurant just down the road, hoping there are leftovers. but unfortunately, scavengers have first pick. He continued to smile to every motorist while singing songs of melodious voice, and is striving to bring enough money to pay setorannya to Burhan.

Twilight was creeping, he sat on the side of the road while calculating income. It's too far from enough, and he had to bend over backwards. He washed peluhnya staring at the sky, suddenly compassion come, and handed the money sepuluhribuan. The girl shook her head as she looked small.
"Come on ... you too often take to help me, do you remember when I deposit money used to buy drugs first? you're right that help? that if you give money would you use to buy your meal to me, so I was not tortured by Burhan, the bastard man ...! asshole! "
Instantly, her outlook changed to be sharp against compassion, and he ran off just silent compassion compassionate confused to see her, not exhausted asih think, why the girl was too weak and different from the usual.

Her little feet running came Burhan who is cool to play gambling with his friends ... He handed me the money that he gets it. Burhan immediately counted the money that had just given her.
"Damn! I told setoranmu for 5 days ... You think I'm messing around with my words? "Roger pulled the girl's hair until her body slightly raised, then threw it to the floor of the tiny body ...
"To hell with the old are you, to hell with polosmu face, or your wounds ..." again, she kicked and slapped, and more! Blood was pouring.
"Tomorrow, you should be able to as much money as setoranmu are still lacking, otherwise ...! I made you die! "Burhan resumed gambling game, while the girl passed away to his room.

Arriving he was in the room, he immediately lay down ... the more chills and body pain. Compassion to him and rubbed his blood is pouring, but soon the girl might refuse and throw hand compassion. Asih not say anything, he just shut up and go lie down beside her.

The next morning, residents of old buildings it back, no ... The little girl with no head wounds all over his body, still weeping, holding a piece of paper stained with blood. Burhan came up with panic. He stammered and was confused.
"Fast, Fast guys corpse buried behind the building, I do not want this corpse still here."
Burhan compassion came and gave him a piece of paper full of blood stains. Burhan astonishment and did not understand, and then he read the paper

^^ Dad ... This I Alya, son ...
Maybe you do not know anymore I looked like. Because, when you're gone ... I was 4 years old.
I still remember the soft hands Father, remember your warm kiss ...
I still remember your arms ... Because you're my father yesterday, today, and forever later.
Father ... mother has died, He disease cervical cancer.
The two of us in a small house that is always waiting for you, hoping you will come ... not hope to bring a lot of money, but hope can meet up to do with you and Dad.
Armed with the address of a pack of village heads who once accidentally saw in Jakarta, I came here ... I want to be close to you ...
I bet you never really forget. You never really left me.
It did not take so familiar to you dad, enough to see you every day, for me is enough.
I want diciumimu again father, like it used to ... no matter your clothes smell of smoke, no matter what Sebau kecupanmu sweat ... I miss my father.
I'm happy my father, because in the seconds last ... I can still see you ... I love you Dad ...
Please forgive all my mistakes ^^

Suddenly, tears fell from the corners of the eyes Burhan, he took her body to millions of guilt ... He kissed each of her skin. Rubbed his face rigid ... wash his wounds were still fresh. He was carrying his tiny body .. as he kept kissing him. Getting into tears, her face became wet with tears. Seen millions of remorse and guilt ... Didekapannya, it is his many years dirinduinya but nevertheless the abandonment of many years. mistaken in his mind, a great sense of anger at himself. Because he had killed his own son. He recalled, every treatment of what he did to her, insult, insults, curses, kicks, slaps, punches and all sore from her ordeal. Paired eye view while holding emotion and tears .. .They do not ever have to be sad or sorry for Roger scolded him angrily.

"Honey, I'm sorry ... I'm sorry your dad this father son, father forgive ... you loved me forever .. I've sinned menelantarkanmu father and mother, and kill you, I will not have a right hand to touch you again ... I'm sorry my son .." Says Roger softly while continuing to drip tears.

He stood upright while holding the body of her son, her son's body Dimandikannya, dishalatinya, and buried the body of the little girl. Looks sweet smile Alya in final rest. And up there, he was happy to see his father kissed him for the last time.